It’s starting to read like a Bruce Olson fan club around here. This guy started out like so many other kids, only most don’t end so well. I heard someone say once that, when it comes to ministry, many people come late and leave early. By this he meant they usually get there too late and give up easily because they don’t know what to do.
What do you do when you don’t know what to do? If you are inclined to second guess yourself all the time, I suppose you listen to higher authorities and believe them when they tell you to come home. You tend to figure they are older, wiser, have more experience and all that plays into your fears. But what if God really calls you to a thing? Olson didn’t have any experience when he went out either, except that he didn’t leave and he didn’t give up. He came close in the early days, but he stayed. Why? Because he knew the voice of God inwardly. He was convinced and could not shake that voice.
It’s clear that this must have been the case. He, like us, wondered how much of God’s speaking must have slipped past him. Look at what he wrote.
…How could anyone notice the voice of one lone turkey in the midst of this din?
The Motilone had seen my confusion and had signaled me to stop and listen quietly. When I did, it took several minutes before I began to pick out which sounds were which — animals, birds, insects, humans. Then, slowly, the separate voices became more and more distinct. Finally, after more patient listening, I heard it. Behind the hue and cry of the jungle, behind the voices of my companions, behind the quiet sound of my own breathing, was the haunting, reedy voice of the piping turkey, sounding for all the world like it was calling to us from inside a hollow tube.
It had been a poignant moment for me, a moment that had spoken to me of much more than the Motilones’ highly developed sense of hearing and my own lack of auditory discrimination. It had made me wonder what I’d missed — not only in the jungles, but in my own spiritual life. How much had I overlooked when I’d failed to patiently “tune in” to God’s subtle voice in the midst of life’s clamor and activity?
In the years that followed, the piping turkey had come to mind many times as I’d struggled to discern God’s voice and sense his quiet, often barely detectable presence in the seemingly chaotic situations I encountered. But over time, I had learned enough patience to be able to see God in the subscripts of life. And I’d learned from experience that even when I couldn’t see or hear what He was doing, I could trust that He was always there, always working out His sovereign will, even when I was too overwhelmed by the “noise” to notice or appreciate His complex orchestrations. [Olson website, "Hostage! Part One"]
When he set out, there wasn’t any of this global, missional, incarnational, sacramental, whatever-else-is-left questioning that people do today. His mission wasn’t to “change the culture” of anyone. It wasn’t to “change the world” either. It was to do the will of God — what God laid on his heart. It was to be a part of what God was doing — not to come up with philosophies about what the church needs to do. Call it “individualistic”, but while some would throw up roadblocks fearing that with too much individualism we might get “off”, maybe they are the ones getting people “off” in the first place. Shouldn’t we be learning to hear the Holy Spirit? And how can we know unless we sit down and listen to Him?
Even when Olson was taken captivity by guerrillas, it made no difference in his service to God. The questions were always the same. He wanted to know what God asked of him each and every day.
It may seem bizarre to some people, but the truth is that it never once occurred to me that it was God’s responsibility to rescue me miraculously from this situation. Instead, I believed it was my responsibility to serve Him right where I was. What I asked of God from day to day was very simple, very practical, and I suppose quite typical of me: Father, I’m alive, and I want to use this time constructively. How can I be useful to You today?
This was to be my prayer, as well as my “strategy,” throughout the long months of my captivity. But it was nothing new; it was how I approached every day of my life. [Italics mine.]
If we all followed this direction, perhaps we would fulfill the purpose that God is orchestrating.

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